I'll never be the same.
I blame you - for so much.
My emotions, my anger, my hurt, my fear, my lack of trust.
You've hurt me the most - because I cared for you the most.
I don't know how I will be able to let go of it all.
You haunt me everyday, and its an active fight to try and erase you from my life.
My tears are not those of wishful thinking but those of hurt and pain.
You will never truly realize what you have done to me.
And I will never fully admit it to myself or others.
You can continue to live life thinking I have no soul, no heart.
That I'm this awful person that you have made yourself believe that I am.
I loved you.
All for nothing.
About Me
- Yellowbird
- it's impossible for me to hide my emotions, i wear them on my face. i rarely get mad but when i do im not afraid to hide it. i think crying is sign of weakness. i have big plans for my life. i've had over five dreams that i've died in a car crash. im a really really nice person and i'll most likely get along with you. i have a crazy close relationship with my family. i have a baby sister whom i love and she always keeps me laughing. i hate ignorant drivers. i would not be where i am today without my faith. im always listening to music. i love night time. my view of love has been warped by movies. if you don't know what i'm talking about read the first chapter of chuck klosterman's sex drugs and cocoa puffs. i love geniunely nice people. many people unsuspectingly make my day. it doesn't take much to make me happy. i like having real conversations about things that matter. i have recently begun re-evaluating my friendships and im putting all of my effort into the people that i know are putting the same amount of effort into me. i really like the person i've become. hello, my name is elizabeth. been rockin' this bitch since 1987.
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